William 29th December 2021

Good mornings beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was terrible little girl, the only nice thing was that poor Percy was still in when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, but I then had to put him out. Something was already waiting for me to get out of the way so that it could go trundling off out, and I was back up here as quickly as I could be. I left Molly down there because she wanted to stay near your chair by the scary old washing machine. Over an hour and a half after going down there just before midday, I went back down there to see how Molly was, but was blocked by an abominable snowthing, still wearing its pajamas. After I had gotten out of the way yet again, I washed my eyes in boiling vinegar, and waited until I was allowed back down there in the late afternoon… only for my poor Mum to tell me that something was waiting for me to get out of the way again. This time it was waiting to go trundling out to get a great big pile of chips to shovel down with pies that I had bought for my poor Mum. Nothing is safe from its fat greedy grabbing hands, just as with that evil old ogre, who would enjoy nothing more than gobbling down my dinner after shovelling down his own before I had gotten home from work. I wanted to take as long as I could, but did not, and got back up here with Molly as quickly as I could. I was being waited on to get out of the way when I went down for my noodles as well, and I choked on them, I think that was because I was so angry. I cannot remember when I was last calm, that blasted thing does anything it can to wind me up, like scrunching up carrier bags and snorting loudly when I am in a room with just it, and barging me out the way whenever I try to go downstairs when I am not supposed to go down there. It is getting to be as it was when I was a kid, only without the fists of the evil old ogre beating me. After I went down there for Molly last night, and then had to get out the way yet again, I was angry. I cannot remember what kind of night I had, but I was awake yet again at the new usual time, but I was so tired that I could hardly move, and just lay there for a while before I crawled out of bed, and went down there to the kitchen to feed Percy and George. I was absolutely pouring down when I opened the garden doors, poor Percy shot in, and I managed to get George to come in as well. I gave them both two packets of food, and when George had finished, I was hoping that she would stay in, but she wanted to go out, so I let her out with a big lump of ham. I gave poor Percy his usual, then got back up here before I got in anythings way… when I went back down to make the coffee, poor Percy had eaten everything. Of course, something was waiting for me to get out of the way, but before I got up here, I gave poor Percy another packet of food. I managed to get myself a few biscuits, and somehow did not choke on them. I have to go into town again tomorrow little girl, I was hoping to just bring back a few things for myself, and another big box of catfood… but of course, I found out this morning that I have to bring back more gobbling’s for something. It is like feeding a herd of somethings that never stop gobbling, only it is one thing. I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you, but I will be back on here the day after. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX