Good morning beautiful Topsy. I cannot remember much aboot the day before yesterday little girl, I felt so depressed, that I forgot to tap anything down. Poor Percy was still in when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, but I had to let him out, or there would have been more grumblings. For the third evening in a row, I did not choke on my noodles, and I had a goodish kind of night, but was awake very early yesterday mornings. I fed Percy and George, and George stayed in until I went down there to make my poor Mum her coffee, and poor Percy stayed in for more than two hours after I had left here… he is usually shoved out before I am halfway down the lane. I went to get my odd dopey daft heed shaved yesterday, I was not supposed to do so until next week, but it looks as if there is going to be another lockdown, and last time I had to wait five months. After I had that done, I went into town to get another great pile of shopping that just one something will grab and gobble down the most of… I had so much to get, I could not even get another big box of catfood. I staggered back here with three very heavy bags, my backypacky thingy stuffed full, and a bag that was very difficult to carry, and then had to go back out again. Out of that lot, I had four tins of soup, some noodles, and some biscuits for my daft self. Last evening I was so hungry, I choked on my noodles just as I was finishing them, but at least I was allowed to have my hot drink without choking’s. I had an awful night, and was awake very early, but I was too tired to get up, and laid there for a while before crawling from my nice, big, warm bed. Percy and George came in as soon as I opened the garden doors, and I had to take more of somethings rubbish out there to the bin. I gave Percy and George a good feed, and George stayed in until I went back down there to make the coffee. I then let her oot with a big lump of ham, gave Percy his saucer of food, and seeing as something was waiting for me to get out of the way, I got up here with my coffee and some biscuits… at least I did not choke. I am dreading this weekend little girl, and it is only going to get worse the closer that it gets to Christmas. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX