Good morning beautiful Topsy. Something started another argument yesterday, just before it went trundling off out of here little girl… this time it accused my little sister of stealing, and that is something else that the evil old ogre did to the two of us. It had said that she had taken her bus card thingy, but my little sister had not touched it, the last time that something allowed her to go out, was almost two years ago, and that was to go to the hospital for something. I had gone with my little sister, and had let her use my bus card thingy, I used my phone… the only reason that I remember is because our poor Mum was in another hospital. It left here much later than usual too, but thankfully, did not come crashing through the big scary old door an hour later… it came crashing through the big scary old door two hours after I went into a room to talk to my poor Mum and little sister. Thankfully, I had had one of those feelings again, and had just about got up here out of the way with Molly. I choked on my noodles last evening, then on my hot drink, and when I had gotten out of somethings way when I went down to get Molly, I got into bed. I was not expecting a good night, but by some unknown reason, I got one… I only woke up once during the night, but woke up early again this morning, though I was too tired to get up, and went back to sleep. I felt terribly guilty, as poor Percy and George would have been waiting, but I was so tired, I could not move. I woke up again aboot twenty minutes before I used to get up, and got up, was greeted by Molly, and I went down there to the kitchen. When I opened the garden doors, poor Percy ran in, and George came in as well, though she took her time. It was not as cold as it was yesterday morning, but yesterday morning was below freezing, so it was still cold. I gave them both a good feed, and when George had finished, she wanted to go out, so I let her out with a big lump of ham. I have only just remembered that George was crying out there when I went down to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon… she ran in when I opened the garden doors, but could not stay, though it would have been nice if she and Percy could have done so. I gave her some ham, and was only downstairs for a few minutes, then I had to get back up here. I am hoping that something is not in one of its moods, and is galloping around like a poor old bull in a rodeo when I am allowed back down there just before midday. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX