Good morning beautiful Topsy. I made a mistake yesterday little girl, I thought poor Percy was being shoved out when I heard the garden doors being slammed, but to my surprise, he was still in when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday. I had Molly with me, and took her into the kitchen with me, and they met for the first time in almost six years. I left Molly in the hallway while I cuddled poor Percy before I let him out, and then I got another surprise. Something had gone slithering out not long before I went down there, and I had left Molly in the hallway… it could have come crashing through the big scary old door at any moment. I was back up here with Molly as soon as I could, and not long after that, through the big scary old door it came crashing, like a wild-eyed, crazy old bull. I was hoping that I would be allowed to get some mushroom soup ready late yesterday afternoon, but yet again, I had to get out the way. I only had time to get noodles ready last evening, and I choked on them again. I am getting some mushroom soup ready today though, and I will cut some blue cheese… I do not care about the trumpeting and snorting from something waiting to be fed, I have only eaten noodles without choking two days out of the past seven. I had another awful night, I was awake so many times that I have forgotten, and I woke up early again. At least poor Percy and George were fed early, and I let George out with ham, and gave poor Percy his usual saucer of stuff before I had to get out the way again. I had to put poor Percy out when I went down to make some coffee, and of course, something was waiting for me to get out the way yet again. I looked for poor Percy, and he was sat in a great big pile of leaves that I had to sweep up the other day, nothing else can be bothered to do it. I was expecting some kind of argument because I did that, but I do not think that there was. Poor Percy, he blended in with the leaves so much, I had to look hard to see him, and I took some photos of him. I managed to eat a few biscuits this morning, while something else shovelled down huge fried breakfasts… and there is a huge poor roasted chicken to be grabbed and gobbled down at dinnertime, and God knows what else after that. I was hoping for a quiet day today, but there were great big cakeholes out there in the lane before it had got light this morning, and now there is a herd of them out there… just another day in bedlam little girl. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX