Good morning beautiful Topsy. The day before yesterday was as bad as ever, even with something not here, the feeling was still bad because of the arguments that it had caused the day before. It is the slamming of doors that makes me so angry… ever since the bloke who saved my life told me that I had to have complete rest when I had to move back here, doors have been slammed as hard as possible by two heartless, evil odd things. One of them still keeps up the family tradition, just to make my life that little bit miserabler than it already makes it. Yesterday was just as bad, and I accidentally kicked George as I was taking out somethings great big pile of empty bottles. She always follows me when I am taking the stuff to the front of the house, but I was up so early yesterday morning, it was still pitch black. I called her and called her for her food, but she did not come running. While Percy was eating, I whistled for George, and she cautiously came in, but when I went to stroke her, she cowered away. When George had finished her food, I let George out with ham, gave Percy his food, then got up here out the way. I left here as soon I had given my poor Mum her coffee, even though it was earlier than usual, something was still waiting for me to get out of its way… and went to get my dopey head shaved again. I was in and out of there quickly, and walked into town to get more blasted shopping, but at least I managed to get a big box of catfood for Percy and George. Yesterday afternoon, I went out into the garden, and called for George, she was by the other big tree, and went to run away, but I called her again, and she cautiously came in… I gave her the ham that Percy had left, but she still cowered away when I went to stroke her. I had to get out the way quickly yesterday afternoon when I went down to the kitchen, as something was waiting for me to get out the way so that it could trundling out to get a great big pile of fishs and chips. I had to made do with another small bowl of noodles, which of course, I choked on, just as I finished… I also choked on my tablets and some medicine, had an awful night, and was awake early this morning. Poor Percy came in when I opened the garden doors, and George stood there crying until I had her food ready. When she had finished that, she wanted to go straight out, so I gave her a big lump of ham, and off she went. I gave Percy his usual, then got back up here out the way. I left Percy with a saucer of biscuits after I had been down there to make some coffee, something was waiting for me to get out the way yet again, but at least I got a couple of cuddles. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX