William 5th November 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. All I can remember about the day before yesterday is an awful bowl of noodles, I was so hungry that I ate some of them, but they were so bad, I could only eat a few forkfuls. I had bought them because the usual ones that I buy had all been grabbed, had I known that they were so awful, I would not have bought them. That is all I had eaten that day, apart from a few biscuits in the morning. I thought that I would have another awful night, seeing as I had an empty stomach, but I did not, I had a good night, and I overslept. There was a big pile of stuff dumped in the kitchen for dopey daft me to take out to the bins, and when I opened the garden doors, poor Percy ran in, but I could not feed him or George until I had taken everything out… and there was a huge pile of cardboard to go out, it took me ages to put it in the bin. I fed Percy and George, and when I let George out with some ham, that tiny black cat was there. I threw some ham for him, then gave Percy his saucer of food, and got out of the way. Percy wanted to go out when I went back down to make my poor Mum her coffee, and I left here to go into town as soon as I had given it to her… something was waiting for me to get out of its snorting way anyway. It was a nice long walk into town, but of course, things went wrong. The big old shoppy place did not have the stuff that I wanted, but I still staggered back here with a pile of shopping… at least I was able to get a big box of catfood. I had to go back out to get the bracelet on my watch fixed, and the only place that I could get it fixed was four towns away. I thought that I would have to come staggering back with about ten great big lumps of pork for something to gobble down in two weeks, but thankfully, I did not have to. It was a lovely long walk there, I left my watch to be fixed, went and got some pain relief tablets, then went into an even bigger big shoppy place to get what I could not get in town… including blasted sausages. I got back here just before midday, and as I opened the big scary old door, I saw that somethings clattering odd cart was not there, it had gone out hooked up to it, and gone trumpeting off down the lane. I came up here for Molly, and quickly got into the kitchen. Within a few minutes, something had come crashing through the big scary old door, and went snorting off somewhere, and was waiting for me to get out the way. I was putting stuff away, and then had to make some coffee, as I had not had anything yet, no coffee, not even any biscuits. I took my poor Mum’s coffee into a room for her, where something was waiting for me to get out the way, then I got back up here with Molly. When I went back downstairs late yesterday afternoon, I had to get out the way again, so I had to make do with noodles again last evening, but at least they were the nice ones. I was so tired last night, I was almost falling over, and after I had brought Molly up here, I got into bed. I think that I was asleep before my head had hit the pillows, and the couple of times that I did wake up, I was soon asleep again… and I overslept this morning. Molly did not come to greet me, and I was downstairs as soon as I could to feed Percy and George. I let George out with ham, left poor Percy with his usual saucerful of stuff, then got up here out the way before something flattened me. Percy wanted to go out when I went back down to make the coffee, but he soon came back in… I managed to get a cuddle from him before I had to get back up here out the way. I have just been back downstairs to see my poor Mum, and poor Percy had been shoved out, but I will look out there for him when I am allowed back down there just before midday… it is very cold today. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX