Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday and the day before were awful little girl… even with something not being here, it still managed to make me depressed, and angry at the same time. I cannot remember much about the afternoon, but I was so angry at it, I did not bother getting any soup ready during the small amount of time that it allowed me down to the kitchen, I felt far too angry to eat. By the time it was evening, I was hungry, and got some blue cheese and crisps. I had an awful night, much worse than usual, and I was awake two hours before I usually get up… I tried to get back to sleep, but I could not, so I got up. It was far too early to feed Percy and George, so I did a few things downstairs, then went to take out the usual big pile of rubbish that that blasted thing had left for me take out to the bins. Poor Percy ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors, and George followed me around until I had finished. I gave them both a good feed, and Percy wanted to go out after I had let George out. I left here as early as I could, as I had to go back into town when I had got back, as something cannot be bothered to replace the huge amounts of loo rolls it has suddenly started gobbling down. Poor Percy was waiting by the door when I opened it, so I let him into the kitchen, and gave him the saucer of food that he has left, then off into town I went. I had to stagger back here with a pile of stuff, then put if away while something was waiting for me to get out of its way… I would have liked to see its spoilt, bucktoothed face when it heard me go out again. Once I got back here, I had to get out of the way again, and then again when I was allowed back down there to the kitchen just before midday. I cannot remember much about the afternoon, just that I had to get out the way again late yesterday afternoon. I had noodles last evening, but had to hurry up and make them, as something wanted to come thundering down the hallway, it was also waiting to do the same thing last night when I went down there for Molly. I had a much better nights sleep than usual, but was still awake early this morning… and was going to go back to sleep, but got up. It was just as well, as it was absolutely pouring down, and I hurried down there to let poor Percy and George in for their food. I gave them both a good feed, and when George wanted to go out, I gave her a big lump of ham. Poor Percy kept kept wanting to go out, and then changed his mind several times, but he eventually went out when I was going to come up here from making the coffee. When I took my poor Mum’s coffee into her, something was waiting for me to get out the way yet again, so I got up here with a few biscuits. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX