Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another rotten day yesterday little girl, with another afternoon of none stop barking, and smoke alarms going off over there at that rotten odd stinking place… but I suppose I should be grateful that that lunatic was not screaming at the fence. I had wanted to go downstairs and be with my poor Mum and little sister, but my little sister had a face on, so I just got up here out the way. It was not long before something came crashing through the door, and then it was back to me feeling even more down than I already was… especially as I had to get out of the way as soon as I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon. Last evening I had to have another small bowl of noodles, which thankfully, I did not choke on, but that was the last of the noodles, all I have now is soup, and if I have that, I will want some blue cheese with it. In a normal house, that would not be a problem, but then again, in a normal house, I would not have something stopping me from having a proper meal at a normal time, and not have to wait until the evening before I could eat. Molly wanted to go back down there as soon as I brought her up here last night… I could not take her down there right away, as I would have been in somethings way, so I took her back down there about an hour later. I got into bed just after I had got back up here with Molly, and had a better night, and only woke up a few minutes early this morning. I went down to feed Percy and George, gave them both a good feed, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual saucer of food, then got back up here out the way. I went back down to see Percy after a while, and he wanted to go out, then came in again… he wanted to go out when I made the coffee. When I took my poor Mum’s coffee into one of the rooms for here, something was already sat there with its arms folded, waiting for me to get out of the way, so up here I got with Molly. No doubt, today is going to be as awful as it has been lately, and I dare not go out to get away from it all, as then there will be an excuse for something to start rowing with my poor Mum. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX