William 11th October 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was not as bad as the day before little girl, but even so, I was feared to go down there, and into any of the rooms, just in case I caused another argument. I just went down there to the kitchen with Molly, made the coffee, and got straight back up here, as something was waiting for me to get out of their gobbling, whole pack of bacon chomping way anyway… I felt worse than the day before when I got up here. I can only remember a few things from the afternoon… the swamp dogs none-stop barking, and that cigar-chomping old dog over the back there barking as much as it possibly could, it was absolutely awful, especially as it was on a Sunday. I had to get out of the way quickly when I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon, as something was looking forward to a good feed, so I had to make do with noodles last evening. When I went back down there to make my noodles last evening, my poor Mum told me that something had gobbled down most of the roast chicken that was meant for three people, its plate was piled full, almost as much as a certain evil old ogres used to be. Dopey daft me… I could not even eat a bowl of noodles, my stomach was full, and I had to throw the rest away. When I went down there to get Molly last night, I was hoping that I would have a good nights sleep. I had been almost falling asleep sitting here, and when I got into bed, I was soon asleep. Of course, I was soon awake again, and again, and again… I was waking up every hour for five hours, and then woke up twice more before I woke up early again this morning. I felt even worse, and wanted to go back to sleep, but Percy and George were waiting, so I got up, got dressed, and off down there to the kitchen I staggered. I gave Percy and George a good feed, when George finished, I let her out with some ham, and that little black cat hissed as loudly as it could. I threw some ham out there for the little black cat, gave Percy a saucer of ham and salmon, then went to wash my hands in the downstairs bathroom. When I went back into the kitchen, Percy was crying loudly, and pacing up and down, wanting to go back out… the earliest he has been out for ages. After I let him out, I got back up here out the way before I was flattened by something. I had to get out the way when I went back down to make the coffee, then it was back up here to hear the morning chorus of the swamp dogs barking and howling. I suppose today is going to be worse than it was yesterday. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX