Good morning beautiful Topsy. The day before yesterday was terrible little girl, those dogs did not stop barking all day long… I am sure that they are as mutated as those inbred swamp things are. The evening and night were no better, as I had the sound on the telly turned up, but I still heard the gravel-voiced cackling of that wide-legged, huge-arsed old swamp-witch, and a herd of vodka swilling, pipe smoking, purple-nosed old trollops had turned up. After I had been down there to the kitchen for Molly, I stuck those wax earplug things in, and got into bed, as I was so tired. Of course, I had an awful night, the worst for a long time, I must have woke up at least ten times, and I was awake very, very early yesterday morning. After I had taken out a big pile of somethings rubbish that was just left there by the garden doors, I gave Percy and George a good feed, then got up here out the way. I left here after I had given my poor Mum her coffee, and took the nice long walk into town, though I had to be quick, as I had to take poor Tiddles to the vets… nobody else could be bothered to do that either. I had to go to a shop that I hate going to, as my poor Mum and dopey daft me were almost knocked down by a nasty old scary van that came out of the middle of nowhere… I had to go there, as nobody else can be bothered. When I got out of there, I went to the usual shop, and I had so much shopping to get, I could only get myself four tins of soup… I did get myself some haddock and chips, but something told me to get another bag of chips as well. I bought all the stuff that I needed to get, including a great big box of catfood, and then started to pack it all away. By the time I had done that, I had four big heavy bags, and my backpack was stuffed full as well. When I got back here, it was about half an hour before I had to be at the vet, so I put the chips that I had bought myself in the freezer, and put the box of fish on top. After I had got back from the vets, I put the rest of the shopping away, and seeing as it was coming up to midday, I cleaned my manky odd finger, dressed it, then made some coffee. Of course, something was waiting for me to get out the way, and had not even bothered to get dressed yet. When I went back down there in the late afternoon, I went to the freezer to get my fish and chips out, and the box had been moved, the chips had been grabbed, opened, and shoved in the big old oven to be gobbled down with a load of chicken. Had I not bought that other bag of chips, I would have completely lost it, and shoved every single one of those chips right up somethings big old bulbous nose… I would have made sure that they were very hot too. I opened the other bag, took about ten chips out, took one piece of haddock from the box, and left it in the fridge for later. Ten chips, and one piece of haddock, if that was served up for something, it would take on look at it, and wonder what was going on… even with four pieces of fish and the whole bag of chips, more would have been gobbled down afterwards. When I went back down there last evening, the big old oven was already burning away. My first proper dinner in well over two years did not take long to cook, then I shook on salt, pepper, vinegar, and a dollop of tomato sauce on the side, and got up here to eat. Of course, I choked on the second or third mouthful, which had been the smallest I could make it, I had cut a chip into about four bits, and had the smallest piece of haddock I could find. Even though I was starving, I did not shovel it down as somethings always do, and shovel in more whilst still chewing. I was choking and choking for ages, I had been really looking forward to that, but as usual, I could not have it. After I had been down for Molly last night, I wanted to get into bed, as I was terribly tired… but she was wowing and whirring as loudly as she could to get back downstairs, so I got into bed late again. I had a good nights sleep for a change, I think that I woke up a couple of times, and when I woke up this morning, I had overslept by twenty minutes. When I got down there to the kitchen, there was another great bag of somethings rubbish waiting to go out, and when I opened the garden doors, poor Percy came flying in, and I called George. I gave them both a good feed, with loads of ham afterwards, and got back up here out the way. Percy wanted to go out when I went back down to make the coffee, and then I had to get out the way, but I managed to get some biscuits beforehand. For some strange reason, I did not choke on any the biscuits, though I would have preferred not to choke on that haddock and chips last evening… I had been looking forward to that all afternoon. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX