Good morning beautiful Topsy. That bucktoothed, crosseyed lunatic started as soon as I went downstairs the morning before yesterday, and turned the downstairs bathroom lights on to wash my hands. It screamed and squawked like something from the bowels of somewhere where only certified lunatics like that thing come from. The noises that it made were so annoying, I shouted at the deranged thing with words that I cannot tap down. It came slithering out a couple of times during the afternoon, but it was a lot quieter than it had been. I did not have any soup in the evening, just a few biscuits and some tea… I was so tired that I got into bed as soon as I had got Molly up here, and I had a much better night. Of course, I was awake early as I usually am, and when I got down there to the kitchen, the usual big surprises awaited me, and I fed Percy and George when I had finished. I left here for the hospital as soon as I had given my poor Mum her tea, as I had to get out the way anyway. When I found the place I had to go, I thought I would be there for ages, but I was seen quickly, and the doctor was not very happy with me. I was told that I could loose my finger, and that I should have gone to see the doctor, but the doctors at that place have either shout and swore at me, or called me a liar when I went down there when I had that headache. There was only one nice doctor down there, and the old ogre was down there pestering him so much with his imaginary ailments, that he retired early, just to get out of his way… he was not there when I went there for help. The old ogre would go there with anything, he saw that I had that headache, so he went down there with the same symptoms as me, he even went down there with problems that only women get, no wonder the doctor retired. The doctor at the hospital gave me more medication than I was given when the old ogre crept up behind me, made me jump, and coughed in my face that time… I almost died with pneumonia then. When I left there, I went to that pet shop I always used to go, got a haircut, then went into town. It was terrible in the shop, with barging’s and shoving’s like I have not seen for a long time, I could not even get the biscuits that I like, as they had all been grabbed. I left here as early as I could, but I did not get back here until half past midday. As I went to come up here for Molly, my poor Mum told me that something had already gone trundling off out, which it never usually does until two hours after midday at the earliest, so I had to be quick with Molly. I got Molly into the kitchen, started unpacking everything, and when I took some dettol round to the hallway cupboard, there was an odd cart parked in the hallway. After I had put everything away, I got up here out of the way, and I cannot remember much else about the afternoon. I had soup last evening, and after I went down to get Molly, I got into bed, and had a good night for a change. Molly woke me early this morning, and when I got downstairs, there was more stuff to go out there to the bins. I fed Percy and George, gave George ham when I let her out, and gave Percy his usual saucer of food. I got some biscuits when I went down there to make the coffee, and I have been choking on one of them for almost an hour, I have not been able to drink my coffee either… a typical day, and now those blasted dogs have started. At least I remembered to get something for your little Katie yesterday little girl, eighteen years ago tomorrow she was cruelly taken. I tried to get a little rosebush, but they had all been grabbed, I got a bunch of roses for her though. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX