William 21st August 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, with that three legged, red eyed, crosseyed lunatic over there at the swamp being the cause of most of it. It came out into the swamp about and hour before midday, and started screaming, shouting, and squawking, then kicked a stinking odd football against the big old fence as hard as it could, then it kicked the blasted thing into our gardens. Something resembling a zombie came banging-bang-banging on the big scary old door wanting the blasted thing back, and I do not know why, as they usually come slithering over at night to move things. When I got down there just before midday, poor Percy had been shoved out, and something had got dressed, and had gone out to get things that I had deliberately forgotten, including blasted mushrooms to be gobbled down tomorrow. Of course, it was still waiting for me to get out of its stinking way, as it was trundling off out again, but I took as long as I could before having to get out of its hateful way. I cannot remember much about the afternoon, as I was so tired, I was almost falling asleep sitting here, all I can remember is that lunatic kicking a ball against the fence, a spoilt coo screaming as much as it could over the back there, and a herd of dogs barking and barking. I was so hungry, I had a bowl of mushroom soup last evening, and for some strange reason, I did not choke on it, which was nice. When I had brought Molly up here, I got into bed, thinking that seeing as I was so tired, I would have a good sleep, and maybe another lay in, as I did last week… but I got neither. I was awake early again, I had a horrible headache, and could not get back to sleep, so I got up, and went down to feed Percy and George. I gave them both a good feed, let George out with ham, gave Percy his saucer of stuff, and got back up here before I was barged into by something big and heavy. I had to get out of the way when I went down to make the coffee, but I managed to get some biscuits and give Percy another packet of food before I had to get out of somethings way again. I did not even manage to eat a whole biscuit before choking, I still am, and could not even drink my coffee. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX