William 7th August 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another depressing day little girl, where I had to keep getting out of the way whenever I dared to go downstairs, at midday, late afternoon, and evening. In the late afternoon, there was so much stuff laid out in the kitchen, I could not get any soup ready. There was not a space to put a pan, and on top of that, something was waiting for me to get out the way so it could go to the chip shop. Back up here I had to get, and when I went back down there last evening, everything had been cleared away in the kitchen, though I still could not get any soup ready. I had to get out of the way again, and just about managed to get a bit of blue cheese and a few crisps before I had to get up here, and then I choked on the first few crisps. Molly stayed down there in the kitchen, at least she was not in anyone’s way. I had to give her some flea treatment last night when I went down there for her, and she was absolutely furious with me, she still has not spoken to me. I do not know if I had a good night, but I was awake early again, and I feel terrible, and feel like falling asleep right now. It was very dark when I got up, and had just started raining heavily when I let Percy in, though there was no sign of George, even when I went out there and called her. I gave Percy a good feed, kept looking out for George, but I had to get back up here before I was flattened. When I went back down to make the coffee, something was waiting for me to get out of the way again, so I had to be quick, and when I got back up here, Molly still did not want to know me. Looks like it is going to be another one of those days little girl. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX