Good morning beautiful Topsy. The day before yesterday was awful, with knockings on the door all day. I hardly went downstairs, yet when I did, there was loads of knockings, I was glad to get back up here out the way. Yesterday was just as bad, as I forgot a load of things in town, and when I got back here I found out my other sister had used my bankcard to buy herself something for that games thing that she bought herself last week. It took me ages to calm down, and felt a bit better when I went back downstairs late yesterday afternoon. That soon changed though, as when I got down there, my poor Mum told me that something was waiting for me to get out of the way, so it could go and get a great big pile of fish and chips to gobble down. I did not even have time to get myself anything ready for the evening, and when I went back down there, I had to get out of the way again. I had to get out of the way so quickly, I had just enough time to get Molly her food and water, myself a hot drink, then up here I had to get again with nothing to eat. The swamp things were out there, and that lunatic was screaming as loudly as it could at the fence for about two hours. I do not know what kind of night I had, I was awake early again this morning, and I fed Percy and George with their usual, then gave Percy another packet of food when I went back down to make coffee. Before I had to get out the way, I managed to get some biscuits, but I have only eaten about three, and have been choking on them for over an hour, I even just choked on my coffee. Each day seems to be depressing me more little girl, all I would like is a chance to eat a proper meal, and not have to get out of that blasted things snorting way whenever I dare to go downstairs. It will be waiting for me to get out of its way at midday, but it is in for a big surprise. I do love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX