Good morning beautiful Toppy. I had a great big pile of shopping delivered three days ago little girl, so I was expecting to come back from town yesterday with just a few things, like biscuits, cheese, plasters, and cream for my finger, and some ham for Percy and George. However, that was not going to happen, as I had bought my poor Mum some gammon last week, which was grabbed and gobbled down just after I had put it in the fridge for her, and I had to get more yesterday. I also got two big bags of nuts for the little birds and squirrels, but that, along with the few things that I bought myself did not come to much… though with everything else, I spent just over £130 yesterday, and almost £300 with the delivery the other day. Yet again, I had to stagger back here with loads of blasted stuff to be gobbled down as soon as I got in, and a box of mushrooms were grabbed and gobbled down just after I had got back up here out the way. I have to hide all my stuff, just as I had to with the old ogre, as he would just gobble it down… and yesterday more of my stuff was found, and used, and it makes me so angry. I buy butter or cheese spread, go to use it, and the tub will have been almost cleaned out, and just thrown back in the fridge, some of my rolls were even grabbed and gobbled down the other week, so I have had to stop getting them. I thought that it was all over and done with when the old ogre went. I would come home from work after working twelve or fourteen hours, go to get myself something that I had bought out of the freezer, to find that he had took it, cooked it, and shovelled it down because he was still hungry after his great big dinner that would have fed a normal family of four. I had to go without because of that blasted mans greediness, and I had to go without again yesterday, as I had to do the day before because of my stuff being grabbed. It is a wonder I can still have mushroom soup, though something will probably be grabbing that soon, and the old ogre even did that when I started having it. Yesterday was a nice day until I got back here from town, then it was horrible day, if I was not in odd thingies way, my other sister was knocking and knocking for a blasted computer gaming thingy, and just expects dopey daft me to get one, even though greedy odd humans charge almost double. She has been nagging and nagging and nagging my poor Mum every two days for months, and I only found out yesterday about it, as my poor Mum had been nagged at again. Because she has done that, I am not going to get her one, she can nag until she is blue in the face… I have even had to block my poor Mum’s and my bank cards, as she somehow got the details, and was going to buy one herself. Luckily, my bank asks if anything over £100 is bought using my card. I had a horrible night last night little girl, and was awake early again this morning… I fed Percy and George, gave that little black cat some ham, and got back up here out the way. I have to take Molly for her check up soon, though I am bound to get in somethings way when I dare to go downstairs and the hallway at an unscheduled time. I feel so depressed little girl, and it looks as if Molly has the hump with me again, she will be even humpier later. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX