Good morning beautiful TopTops. Yesterday and the day before were absolutely terrible little girl, with the big old oven turned up full the day before yesterday cooking pasties and boiling spuds. I bought a big pile of breaded ham and corned beef last week, but that has not been touched, I am getting so fed up with wasting money on food that is not eaten, even odd thingy had not touched it, which is weird, as things soon disappear with that around. I had a terrible night, and was awake before dawn yesterday, I could not get back to sleep, so I got up. It was supposed to have been raining at that time, it had been, but had stopped, but was supposed to start again just as I left here to go into town… I was looking forward to that. When I opened the garden doors, poor Percy ran in, and as I took out piles and piles of odd thingery stuff to the bins, George came up to me, and followed me everywhere. I gave her and Percy a good feed, let George out with ham, and got back up here before I was mown down by a out of control odd thingy. I left here just after I had taken my poor Mum’s coffee into the room where odd thingy just happened to be waiting for me to get out of the way. Of course, it was not raining, even the breeze was hot, and it was terrible walking into town, I was so glad to get to the big old shoppy place, where it was nice and cold. I had to bring back another great pile of stuff to be cooked in the big old oven and gobbled down, and on the way back, that rotten odd stinking sun just got hotter and hotter on my dopey daft head. Of course, odd thingy was waiting for me to get out the way, and when I came back down just before midday, was waiting again, but I took ages to do what I had to do. In the afternoon, I had one of those terrible headaches come on, and I felt terrible. I could not eat anything, it took ages to go away, and I felt much better last night, though I was made to feel like something horrible when I went downstairs with Molly to see my poor Mum last night. Muttered and mumbled at I was by my other sister, and odd thingy was sat there looking like a constipated moose… I was glad to get out of there, and back up here out of the way. I just laid on the bed reading, with the new fan whirring away beside me. I had a good night, and overslept by fifteen minutes this morning, and it was pouring down when I opened the big window. When I got downstairs, I fed poor Percy and George, but when I let George out, she ran away before I could give her any ham. I left Percy in the kitchen with his ham, and got back up here before I was flattened by something. When I went back down there to make the coffee, it was raining even harder than it was when I got up. Of course, odd thingy was waiting for me to get out the way, and I was back up here as quickly as I could. It had been beautifully quiet out there in the gardens, then that evil old trolloping swamp-witch let her yappity dogs out to bark and jump at the big old fence… all we need now, is that deranged, mutated thing to be let out, then the peace will be gone. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX