Good morning beautiful TopTops. Yesterday was another horrible day little girl, with odd thingy trying to cause as much trouble as it possibly could, and pulled the same trick on my little sister that the evil old ogre had done many times on my poor Mum and dopey daft me. It even came out with the same words as he would say, then blamed it all on my little sister, before snorting off down the hallway, and slamming the big scary old door. Then in the afternoon, I found out that odd thingy is trundling off to the doctors at exactly the same time as I am taking Tiddles to the vets next week. This has not happened for years, but odd thingy has been making my life more and more worse for about three months now, but if it thinks that I am going to be barged out of the way, it has another thing coming. That is another of the old ogres tricks, barging is out of the way when we had to see the doctor. It did not matter if we had made an appointment at the doctor, or the hospital, if he wanted to go there, we had to cancel, and that even included Charlie and you… nobody was allowed to get in his spiteful, vindictive way. I tried to eat two cheese rolls last evening, I even cut them into quarters, and ate as slowly as I possibly could, but it was pointless, I was choking away as if I had swallowed a whole water buffalo, not just a small amount of bread and cheese. Old ogres could swallow herds of water buffalos and not choke, dopey daft me chokes on a piece of biscuit, odd thingies can swallow a whole meal, with the plate, and knife and fork, dopey daft me chokes on my medication. After I had gotten out of the way again last night, that mutated mini swamp-witching thing started with both of its black-toothed, squawking cakeholes… I could not shut the big window quick enough. I do not know what kind of night I had, I cannot even remember getting into bed, but I was awake early this morning, but thankfully, I managed to get back to sleep, and woke up ten minutes early. I gave Percy and George a good feed, then got out of the way before I was run down by an angry odd thingy. I had to get out of the way when I made the coffee as well, but I managed to get some biscuits first… of course, I choked on them. I was so hungry, I tried again a while later, and this time I managed to swallow without choking. I do not know about this evening though, all I managed to buy myself the other day was a bag of rolls and a few biscuits… apart from a huge box of catfood, and two big bags of nuts for the little birds and squirrel, everything else went into the fridge or the freezer for odd thingy to gobble down. I looked this morning, and I do not even have any soup. If I dared to go into town, odd thingy would start bellowing and shouting, and have one of her old mother snortington moods, and make things awful for my poor Mum and little sister, so I am just going to have to grin and bare it for the next five days. I do not think that odd thingy could go five hours without eating, never mind five days, but never mind. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX