Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was a horrible day little girl, apart from it being horribly hot, I could not even get anything to eat when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday thanks to filthy odd thingy. It had already stuffed its bags several times before going trundling off out, then when it gets to work, it sits down for another great feed, before having another one when it gets back here, and yet more in the evening. Dopey daft me had to wait until last evening for something to eat, and thanks to that thing, I still could not eat properly. I felt so depressed that I got onto the bed much later than I usually do, and with it being so hot, I had an awful night… I cannot even remember settling down. I do remember keeping on waking up though, and I still woke up five minutes early this morning. I did not want to get up, but I had to, or risk being flattened by odd thingy. Besides, poor Percy and George were waiting to be fed, and I gave them both a good feed, more for George when I let her out, then more for Percy, then I got back up here before I was gassed then run down by a filthy odd thingy. I have been wanting some tea, but it does not matter how much of that Cravendale blue is bought, each time I go to pick up the bottle, it has almost all been swilled down… except for the smallest amount. It is the same with the tins of cream, and now the butter that I buy is being gobbled down as well… how can anything normal get through two great big tubs of butter in seven days. Of course, when I went back down there to make some coffee, I had to get out of odd thingies way so that it could go thundering down the hallway, which was just as well really, I just hope that it does not do the same thing today as it did yesterday. I feel so low that I cannot think of anything else to tell you little girl, I was the same with Charlie. Just a few days of it being about 4°, and a good sleep would make me feel so much better. We love you so much TopTops, we do love you little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX