Good morning beautiful Toppy. Yesterday and the day before were nice days again little girl, though I still had to come staggering back from town with three heavy bags, and my backypacky thingy stuffed full as well. At least I was back here much earlier than I was last week, though odd thingy was waiting for me to get out of the way, so it could go trundling out with a big stupid deranged clowny grin on its face to get the things that I forgot. Just lately I have only been going in the big shoppy place, as I hate crossing a nasty old scary road that is near the odd freezery place… but I had to go that way yesterday. As I am getting near the rotten odd place, there are no nasty old scary cars in sight, but as soon as I step into the nasty old scary road, herds of the nasty old scary things suddenly come whizzing around three different corners. At least I will not be going that way for ages. I felt ill again yesterday, nowhere as near as I did last week, but I still felt bad. No matter how much I complain about staggering back here with heavy bags, I still have to do so… in the past week, my steps have gone down for the first time this year. I could not eat all of my quiche last evening, or the evening before, I think that I am getting fed up with them, but there is nothing else I can eat, I cannot even but any frozen meals, as the freezer is stuffed full. Molly found something else to wow at last night down there in the kitchen… first there was something in the hallway, then last night she was trying to get into one of the cupboards in the kitchen. When I had gotten back up here out of odd thingies way, I felt so bad, I wanted to get straight into bed, but Molly started with her high-pitched wowings, and I ended up shouting at her, which only made me fell worse than I already felt. I do not think that I had a good night, and I was awake early again. I fed Percy and George, let George back out with a big lump of ham, gave Percy some more food, and got back up here before something large, wide, and very heavy flattened me. I had to get out of the way quickly when I went back down to make some coffee… I would like some tea for a change, but all of a sudden, those large bottles of Cravendale blue that I buy are being swilled down quicker than ever. Whatever it is that is gulloping it all down, gets through a great big bottle in a couple of days, I do not get a look-in… even the tea that I buy disappears quicker than it used too. I am sorry little girl, I can hardly see straight. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX