William 14th April 2021

Good morning beautiful Toppy. Yesterday was another day where I cannot remember much little girl… I have had a rotten old headache coming and going for three days now, so maybe that is the problem, but I think I had problems last week as well. I cannot remember if I told you, but some bloke called yesterday to say that he was on his way round to check-up on my poor Mum, so I had to go downstairs to put poor Percy out, and he was asleep on Charlie’s chair. I had to put poor Percy out because the bloke who was coming round is scared of cats… I cannot see how anyone can be scared of cats, especially a cat like poor Percy, who just loves cuddles, being stroked, and knits in mid-air. Of course, odd thingy just happened to be splishing and sploshing around in the downstairs bathroom like a beached walrus, so I had to get out of the way quickly, and get back up here, and that is about all I can remember little girl. I can just about remember my little sister making me a quiche, I had some last evening, I can remember taking Molly downstairs to see my poor Mum, then having to get out of the way, and getting into bed late… but that is it. I was so tired, I do not even know if I had a good night yet, though I was awake early again this morning, and will bound to be tomorrow as well. I have to go into town again little girl, so I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you. I will be back on here the next day though little girl, hopefully with plenty to tell Charlie and you. Before I go into town, I have to get this great big pile of straw mown from my dopey daft heed, God knows when I will be able to have it cut down again, as there will most probably be another locking-downy thingy again at the end of this month. I am dreading what the list will be like, but I am not bringing back more blasted sausages and pigging mushrooms. There are some in the fridge, though they will probably be shovelled down today in some kind of huge sandwichy thingy. Maybe if I get a good sleep tonight, my dopey daft heed will be clear from pain tomorrow, I have only just realised that I have not slept properly for about five days, and I still do not know aboot last night. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX