Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was a really nice day, apart from the fact that my little sister had the hump with my poor Mum, and poor Tiddles… she had the hump with poor Tiddles because she wanted to get on her lap. When you were a tiny little kitten, you would stay curled up on my lap in my old bedroom while I was recovering from that terrible head injury. I was taking so many tablets, I would pass out, but you would still be there when I woke up. When I had started to get better, you would leave me for a while, but still came back. Charlie loves getting on my lap, I love nothing more than having her sleeping on my lap, and when she was very, very ill, she still did not leave me to go to a dark corner like that nasty old baldy vet said that she would. Molly has started to come and lay on me, but she chooses to do so when I am reading, and have my leg crossed over the other one. My dopey odd legs soon go to sleep, and I try to put up with the pain, and let her stay… but when it gets to much, I have to lift her off, and I always feel guilty. I cannot remember why she had the hump with poor Mum, something daft probably, it might come to me before I finish this. It got so cold yesterday afternoon, that I had to look for my big baggy old jumper that I pull over Charlie when she is cold, but I could not find it in here. I had left it by a cupboard in the hallway, and it must have been cold for me to do that. I cannot remember much else about yesterday, just still being hungry after I had finished my mushroom soup last evening. I do not even know if I had a good nights sleep, but I did not want to get out of bed this morning. I fed Percy and George, with George having a big pile of ham as usual, and poor Percy is still down there in the kitchen. I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you tomorrow little girl, as I have to go into town for more shopping, and I am dreading what I will have to stagger back with this week for odd thingy to gobble down. I doubt that I will be able to get myself anything again, I am sure that there was no room last week. I will be back on here the day after tomorrow though. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX