Good morning beautiful Toppy. The afternoon before yesterday was not so good little girl, but it was dopey daft me who made it like that, as my little sister has been badgering and badgering me every single day since Christmas to get her one of those computery gamey thingies. She was so awful over Christmas, that to calm her down, I told her that I had tried to get her one of those thingies, but it had been impossible to do so. Ever since then, she has taken it upon herself to buy one whenever one comes along, which they do not, as they are always grabbed quickly. She has even got hold of my poor Mum’s and my bank card details, and keeps asking me what card she should use… and the afternoon before yesterday, I could not take any more of it. Everything is fine now, but I felt so guilty afterwards, as I had got angry in front of my poor Mum. Going into town yesterday was awful, it was awful in town, and in the big shoppy place, every last box of the food that I buy for poor Percy and George had been grabbed… that made me even angrier than I already was. I had so much shopping to get, I do not think that I would have been able to carry it back with me, as I had to go to the odd freezery place first, and already had a big bag of blasted meat to be gobbled down by one odd thingy on Sunday. Staggering back here was awful, and I was hot and sweaty, as I had gone out wearing my hoodie thingy… and with my stupid strawy hair flapping around everywhere, I could not very well take my hoodie thingy off, as I looked bad enough as it was. When I got back here, I had to put everything away quickly, then get back up here out of the way, then again when I went back downstairs just before midday. For some strange reason, my quiche was very hot last evening, so hot, it made dopey daft me choke… it has been half cooked the last few times, so I have no idea what happened. I do not know if I had a good nights sleep, but I was awake early this morning. I fed Percy and George, and when I let George out, I gave her a big pile of ham… she has started to expect it on a morning, and evening now. Poor Percy had a saucer of ham, and he was so hungry, he had three more packets of food… I have not known him to be so hungry for ages. I left him down there in the kitchen, as he did not want to go out, but he will probably have been let out by the time that I go back down there just before midday. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you terribly you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX