William 5th March 2021

Good morning little girl. Yesterday and the day before were just as bad as the other days little girl, especially where the ogress is concerned. I got in its snorting, barging, growling way so many times yesterday that I just swore, I could not help it, anyone else in my place would have done the same. I was going to leave here to go into town yesterday morning just after I had made my poor Mum’s coffee, but I had to get out of the way. I was glad to get out of here, and walked the long way into town, but when I got into the big shoppy place, I realised that I had forgotten the shopping list. I had been told to get blasted sausages and some cornish pasties, but they did not have the blasted sausages, and I forgot the pigging mushrooms. They have to be the ones that I once bought for myself, but they were grabbed, washed, cooked, and walloped down before I even had a chance. Before I knew it, the trolley was full of the things that I thought should be on the list, including my soup, some blue cheese, and some biscuits. I bought my poor Mum a box of cream cakes to cheer her up, and I also somehow remembered to get a big box of catfood, and four boxy packety thingies of ham for Percy and George. Staggering back here again I was, with my backpack stuffed full, and three heavy bags. Poor Percy had come wowing in when I left here, so I had left him in the kitchen, and I expected him to come and meet me when I got back, but he did not. I had to go back out for my poor Mum’s medication after I had brought the shopping in, and that is when poor Percy came along. I cannot remember if he came in, but I do remember him being frightened… I have just remembered carrying him in, as there was a nasty old scary trucky thing out there near the big old gates. I cannot remember if he was there when I got back, but I jokingly asked my poor Mum if odd thingy was waiting for me to get out of its blasted way. I was shocked to be told that odd thingy was waiting for me to get out of its way, and it was well over an hour before midday. At least I did not have anything to put in the freezer, and was back up here as quickly as I could be… but when I went back down there just before midday, odd thingy was still waiting for me to get out of its way. I was not very happy about it, and took as long as I could, but was still back up here about ten past midday. I had to go back downstairs about two hours later, and was even angrier to find out that odd thingy had just gone trundling out, and when I went back down later to change Molly’s water, there it was, stuck in the hallway like a pregnant moose. All afternoon and evening I kept getting in its blasted way, and then as it was just coming up to evening, that is when I swore. I had wanted to make sure that the big old oven was nice and hot, as I had bought myself a cheese and onion quiche, and it had to be cooked quickly, as odd thingy would be yet again waiting for me to get out of its blasted way when I went downstairs. As I got to the bottom of the stairs, it flew out of the downstairs bathroom like a huge winged walrus, and went snorting into the kitchen. That is when I swore little girl, and I was bellowed, snorted, and shouted at. I was glad to get into bed last night, I think I had a good night, but when I got down there to the kitchen this morning, odd thingy had done more things to make me angry. It had half-filled the rubbish bin already, which I only emptied yesterday, and there slung in the new paper and cardboard bin was that box of cream cakes that I had bought for my poor Mum… plastic tray as well. There is no way my poor Mum ate eight cream cakes, I doubt if she got one. I fed Percy and George, but I was so angry, I forgot to give George any ham before I let her out. I forgot to give poor Percy any ham as well, and when I realised, he just wanted to go out… he was also scared of me, he has been cowering away from me for a few days now, so some nasty, evil odd subhuman must have hurt him. I just hope that today is better than the other days have been little girl, as I cannot take another day of it. We love you so much Topsy, we do love you little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX