Good mornings beautiful TopTops. I thought that I felt much better yesterday little girl, but just after midday, when I had had to get back up here out of odd thingies way yet again, I felt bad again. I can only remember a couple of things from yesterday, as this ipaddy thingy was charging over there by the telly, and I always tap down things that have happened so that I can tell Charlie and you the next day. Yesterday was different though, I could not tap anything down, so I have just two things that I can remember, and one is so horrifying, that my fingers really do not want to tap it all out again… but they have too. When I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, I had to get out of odd thingies way as usual, which is always a pain, but yesterday was different. When I took my poor Mum’s tea into one of the rooms, there was odd thingy still in pyjamas. Still waddling around in pyjamas it was, and in the afternoon, had I done that when I was a kid, the old ogre would have said, or done something to humiliate me. My eyes, my poor eyes, I thought they were going to shatter, or just pop out, and run off somewhere screaming… I am lucky that they stayed in my dopey daft heed, I shall have to ask my poor Mum if odd thingy is dressed today. If it is not, I will not be going into that room. The other thing that happened was dopey daft me choking on a buttered roll that I had dipped in my mushroom soup, and it was not the third of fourth bite… it was the first. I could not believe it little girl, choking away I was, and just as I was looking forward to my egg salad rolls two evenings before, I had been looking forward to my mushroom soup with buttered rolls as well. Perhaps if I do not look forward to things, maybe I will not choke on them. But then again, when it was bitterly cold a couple of weeks ago, I was looking forward to getting into my nice warm big bed, yet I did not choke on that. I was not very happy when I went downstairs with Molly to see my poor Mum last night, and I was even unhappier when I had to get out of odd thingies barging, snorting, chomping way yet again. The only good thing was getting into bed, and I had to have the new not so scary old fan on again. I think that I had a good nights sleep, I have not remembered yet, but I was awake fifteen minutes earlier this morning than I was yesterday, and I did not want to get up. I did though, and went down there to the kitchen to feed Percy and George. After I had given George a good feed, then a load of ham, I had to let her out… I had fed Percy the same, and I left him with a saucer of ham, then got up here out of the way. He wanted to go out when I went back down there yesterday to make my some coffee, but he did not today… hopefully, he will stay in until I let him out just before midday. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX