William 11th December 2018

Good morning Toppy. I can just about remember getting into bed last night, and then next thing that I knew, I was awake... I did not want to look at the time, in case it was very, very early, and when I did look, it was time to get up, so I did not oversleep for a change. It was far to dark to look out there into the garden when I got down to the kitchen, so I just got back up here to Molly. When I went back down to make some coffee, I forgot to look out there into the garden until I was about to come back up here... and the ogress was waiting for me to get out of her way so that she could come trundling down the hallway. I had a quick look, but I cannot remember if I saw anything, I have not been able to go back down there since, and have to wait until I am allowed back down there just before midday. I could only feed Percy, Jenny, and George yesterday, the poor Burmese cat was nowhere to be seen, she did not run in when the ogress came crashing through the big scary old door, so my poor Mum is keeping an eye out for her. Well she was... the ogress has probably decided that she will keep an eye out for the Burmese cat, and barged my poor Mum out of the way. I feel a bit better this morning little girl, and if this keeps up, I just might be able to come on here this evening... but yesterday afternoon I felt a bit better, and then I felt terrible again... and on top of that, I was feeling depressed as well. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX