William 1st February 2021

Good morning little girl. Yesterday was about the same as any other day has been lately little girl, though I was a bit more angrier than I usually am. I bought my poor Mum a big thick blankety thing before Christmas to keep her warm, and it got very cold yesterday afternoon. I went back downstairs to see if my poor Mum wanted the heating on, and there was my other sister, sitting in a chair with my poor Mum’s blankety thing wrapped all around her. I went and felt my poor Mum’s hands, and she was freezing, so I turned the heating on full, then turned it up at the scary old boilery thingy. Of course, I could not say anything about my poor Mum’s blankety thing, or there would have been an almighty row, I would have been bulldozed out of the way, doors would have been slammed, and I would have been made to feel guilty about nothing that I had done. Still, I cannot blame my other sister for being how she is, that evil old ogre treated her worse than he did me… at least I managed to escape from here and have a normal life with girls that jumped all over me. My other sister never managed to do that, as that evil old ogre and odd thingy made her life so unpleasant, she could not even leave the house. I was very ill yesterday afternoon, which meant that I could not face eating my soup last evening. I just went downstairs, left Molly to do her business in the bathroom, made myself a hot drink, and got back up here much earlier than usual. That did not stop odd thingy from flying out of one of the rooms, and go thundering down the hallway though… she was slamming another door just after I had got sat down here. After I had taken Molly back down to see my poor Mum last night, and had then had to get out of the way again, I got into bed. I felt awful, but was soon asleep, and I had a good night, though I was awake early again this morning. I went downstairs to feed Percy and George, then put George back out with some ham… I left Percy with a saucer of ham, and got back up here out of the way. When I went back down to make the coffee, I got some biscuits from the fridge, as I was very hungry, and after I had got out of odd thingies way again, I sat down to eat the biscuits. Of course, Molly had seen me, and even though I tried to stop her many times, she was determined to get into her tray, and do her usual thing that she does when I am eating… why she does it I shall never know. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX