Good morning beautiful TopTops. Walking into town yesterday was better than I thought it would be, as I was dreading it little girl, especially as I had to carry back so much stuff to be champed and gobbled down. I did not care though, as I was determined to get another big box of catfood, the one that I bought last week was almost empty. It would have been nice to have got myself some food to eat as well, and I got soup, rolls, and some eggs. Of course, I had to also get blasted sausages, bacon, mushrooms, eight pasties, and another great pile of stuff that I cannot remember… all the shopping that I bought came to over £100, and I had to somehow get it all back here. I had five heavy bags to stagger back here with, including the catfood, which on its own is not usually heavy, with all the other stuff, it was though, and I had a backpack stuffed with stuff as well. It took me ages to get back here, and when I did, I had to put everything away quickly, as odd thingy was waiting for me to get out of the way so it could get ready to go out… just sat there it was, waiting for me to come back. I went back downstairs just before midday to let poor Percy out, and she was waiting for me to get out of her blasted way again, this time so she could go trundling out. It usually goes out on a Thursday after I get back, but because I changed to yesterday, so did she… each day it is getting more and more like having the old ogre back here. I had just enough time to let poor Percy out, then make my poor Mum some coffee before I had to get back up here out of the way. I decided that I would have some egg salad rolls last evening just like I used to have, though I have not had any for almost a year thanks to the odd doctor. When I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon, I had just enough time to cut some salad before I had to get out of the way again… thankfully, the eggs had already been sliced. When I got back down there last evening, I had just enough time to make the rolls before I had to get out of the way again, and when I sat down here to eat, I choked on a small bit of onion. It cleared though, and I enjoyed my egg rolls. I was happy when I took Molly down to see my poor Mum last evening, but just after I had taken my tablets, I felt terribly ill… and just made it to the bathroom in time. It was not like the other evening when I choked on a blasted hair, this time I was terribly ill, and could not see straight afterwards. After I had gotten up here out of the way yet again with Molly, I got into bed because I felt so bad… though I did have a good nights sleep. I was awake early though, but felt so bad that I just laid there for a while. When I got down there to the kitchen, just George came in when I opened the garden doors, I opened the big scary old door to look for poor Percy, but he was not there either. Thankfully, he was crying at the garden doors when I got back to the kitchen. I gave them both two packets of food with a load of biscuits, but they left a lot on their plates, though George ate some ham. When I let George out, I left Percy with a saucer of ham, then I had to get back up here out of the way. He had not touched it when I went back down there to make some coffee, though I could not stay, as I had to get out of the way again. It will be the same just before midday I should think, though I have heard a rumour that odd thingy is supposed to be going trundling off out… but I shall most probably have to get out of the way first. We do love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX