William 10th January 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. There was no snorting or barging for about five hours yesterday little girl, but I still could not go downstairs to talk to my poor Mum, as my other sister did not look very happy at all, so I just stayed up here out of the way. When I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon, I had to go out there in the garden, and poor Percy came wowing along. He was cold and hungry, so I brought him in for something to eat, even though someone was waiting for me to get out of their chomping way so that they could have a good feed. I gave him a packet of Molly’s ducky stuff that she does not like, then a tin of chicken breast with cheese, which she refused to eat… poor Percy was trying to get to it before I had gotten it out of the tin. After he had eaten that, I had to put him back outside, but I put a load of ham out there with him. I then got some spaghetti ready for later, then I had to get out of the way yet again. When I went back down there for my spaghetti last evening, and then had to get out of the way, I managed to eat it without choking, which was nice. I would like to have some noodles today, but they take ages to make, and I would only be muttered at for going down there to the kitchen earlier than I already do, and I am in the way then. It looks like I am going to have to make do with a bowl of mushroom soup again… not that I mind, it is just that I would like to have a bowl of vegetable, or potato and leek, but I cannot, as I choke on the blasted things. I can smell someone’s huge fried breakfast being cooked… they brought two great big boxes of baby mushrooms back with them yesterday, the exact same as the ones that I bought, as I wanted a mushroom and onion sandwich. I could not have that mushroom and onion sandwich though, as the mushrooms that I had bought were gobbled down hours after I had put them in the fridge. I would like some yorkshire pudding this afternoon, but I would only be moaned at for wanting that, and then moaned at because there would not be enough to go around if I stuffed my face. I gave Molly a tin of tuna and sardine last evening, but it made her sick, and I only found out this morning that it was full of bones. I was going to give it to Percy before I let him out this morning, but I forgot all about it, as I had to get out the way quickly. I did give him a load of ham when he went out, but George probably came along and took that after I had shut the garden doors. I can smell those mushrooms cooking, but if I wanted a mushroom and onion sandwich, I would have to do it as soon as I got back from town with the mushrooms. I cannot do that though, because as soon as I step through that big scary old door, something is waiting for me to get out of their way… I cannot win little girl. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX