Good morning beautiful TopTops. The day before yesterday was as bad as ever little girl, only I was worried about Molly not eating her food, though she was eating biscuits. I choked on my bowl of spaghetti, and it was so cold in here that I took Molly down to see my poor Mum earlier than usual, then got into bed. I was awake early again yesterday morning, but not as early as I usually am. I fed poor Percy and George, and did not leave here as early as I usually do, I was waiting to bring the rubbish bin back round, as no one else could be bothered. By the time that the chemist opened, they had still not been, so I had to leave, hoping that the bin would be left inside the big old gates, and not out there in the lane where certain lunatics could get at it, steal it, or set fire to it. Of course, when I went for my poor Mum’s medication, it was not ready, even though I asked for it last week, and then on the walk into town, I seemed to get in everyones muttering barging way. It got worse in the big shoppy place, as everywhere that I went, I got in this great big muttering old walruses way… he was even there muttering and chuntering when I went to get the big box of catfood, and some different food for Molly. I was in his blasted barging way so many times that I forgot to get the ham for Percy and George, and only realised that when I was paying for everything, so I had to go back for it. I forgot the mushrooms and blasted sausages as well, but I was not going back for them. The rubbish had still not been collected when I got back here, but the nasty old scary dustycarty thing was just up the end of the lane, about an hour later, the rubbish had gone. When I went to bring the bin around, I had to let poor Percy out, and had just enough time to make my poor Mum some tea before I had to get back up here out of the way. I was so hungry that I had some blue cheese and crisps late yesterday afternoon, and last evening, I had a bowl of mushroom soup with plenty of coarse black pepper. It was still boiling hot when I got up here, but it was so cold in here, the soup had cooled down by the time I finished. I had given Molly a small tin of chicken breast, and she liked it a lot, this morning when I saw her saucer, it had been licked clean. I was cold and tired last night, and got into bed earlier than I usually do, and had a good sleep… I even overslept by twenty minutes this morning, but I was still tired. I gave Percy and George a good feed, then a load of ham, and when I let George out, I gave her more ham. I left poor Percy in the kitchen with his ham, and he was sleeping when I went back down there to make some coffee. I had just enough time to do that, and grab some biscuits before I had to get out of the way… it will be the same thing at midday, late this afternoon, early this evening, and tonight, though I am just glad that Molly is eating again. I am very hungry myself, and even though I have been told that there is more trifle in the fridge, half of it has already gone, and If I have some, there will most probably be an argument because there will not be enough for someone else to slap down, so I might as well leave it, and go without. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX