Good morning beautiful TopTops. Yesterday was awful little girl, all I wanted to eat was a bowl of spaghetti, or a bowl of mushroom soup, but I was told not to ruin Christmas, and to have a roast dinner. All I wanted of that was a few sprouts, a bit of yorkshire pudding, and a couple of roast spuds with some vegetable gravy… but I was given a huge plateful of food, something that the ogress would shovel down, and I cannot eat like that. Had the old ogre caught me with a plateful of food like that, I would have been scowled at for stuffing my face, and muttered at for being a greedy pig, while he and the ogress would have shovelled down an even bigger plateful. I put a few sprouts, a bit of yorkshire pudding, and some roast spud onto a saucer, and brought it up here, as thanks to the ogress, I could not even sit at the dinner table that I had to buy. It was just as well, as when I got up here, the food was stone cold… my poor Mum had to eat hers cold, as had she said anything, there would have been an almighty row. My poor Mum told me that the ogress shovelled down a dinner that was more than twice as big as the one that I was offered, and she still wanted more. Apart from a few crisps, I did not have anything to eat yesterday. I did not think that anything else could go wrong, but then I felt terribly ill, and an awful headache came on… I felt so bad that I got into bed after going downstairs and getting out of the way last night. I woke during the night, and the headache was not as bad as it had been, but it took ages for me to fall asleep again, and then Molly woke me about ten minutes before I am supposed to get up. I still had a headache, so I laid there for a while, then went downstairs to feed poor Percy and George… and was greeted by an almighty mess, a mess that I usually see on a Thursday. Paper and cardboard just dumped by the big scary old door by the ogress, as she had already stuffed the new cardboard and paper bin full with fish and chip wrappers and other stuff from two days ago. She had already gotten through a load of the same stuff the afternoon before. When I opened the garden doors, just George came running in, there was no sign of poor Percy, I even opened the big scary old door, but he was not waiting there either. I fed George, gave her some turkey that had been left on the cats place, let her out, then got back up here before I got in the ogress snorting, barging, chomping way. I looked for Percy when I went back down to make some coffee, but he was not out there. Before I had to get out of the ogresses way, I managed to grab some biscuits from the fridge, as I was so hungry. When I got up here, I was only able to eat a couple before Molly decided to go for a great big poo in her tray… I could not believe it, and shouted at her. I did not mean to, but I was so hungry, and I cannot get downstairs to clear it away, as the ogress is charging up and down the hallway like a run-away steam-train clattering and banging into everything. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX