Good morning beautiful TopTops. Yesterday was yet another awful day with the ogress little girl, I had to get out of her stinking snorting way more times than usual, and she went trundling out about half an hour before I went down there to the kitchen just before midday. I expected her to come crashing through the big scary old door at any moment, so I got back up here as quickly as I could with Molly. Of course, she did not come crashing through the big scary old door for about an hour, but I still did not dare to go back down there until the late afternoon. I was very hungry, so I had a bowl of noodles, but they were as awful as they were the last time that I made some… I do not know what I am doing wrong, but I will not be trying any again for a long time. I had to make do with six cookie thingies last evening, and even they made me feel ill. I had to get out of the ogresses way late last night, and early this morning… she was still thundering up and down the hallway when I went downstairs for something at well gone midnight. I was so hoping that I would not be in her blasted way, but of course, I was, as usual. I had another awful night, I suppose going to bed angry had something to do with it, but with a wild ogress let loose in this house, nobody is happy. When I let Percy and George in this morning, that tiny black kitten was out there, and it almost came in… I left a saucer of food out there for it when I had given poor Percy and George their food. When I let George out, there was still some food on the saucer, she did not want to go, but I could not leave her down there with poor Percy. I had to carry George to the garden doors, and then I got back up here out of the way. I let poor Percy out when I went back down there to make some tea, and then I had to get out of the ogresses way again.… then again when I went back down there half an hour later. It is really doing my heed in little girl, she would have me up here all the time if she could, just as the old ogre made me stay up here in that tiny room for months when I was a kid. I have to go into town again tomorrow little girl, so I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you. I am only supposed to be buying myself some rolls and some cheese, but there will most probably be another great big pile of shopping needed, even though the freezer and fridge are full of stuff. I will be back on here the day after to tell Charlie and you more stuff though little girl, and with what that blasted ogress has been doing to me these past three days, it will be a lot. I cannot think of what else she can do to me, but she will think of something cunning and cruel. We love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. I cannot believe that it is almost four years since you were cruelly taken from us… in six months time, it will be six years for poor Charlie. XXXXX