Good morning beautiful TopTops. I was so tired the day before yesterday that I cannot remember much, all I can remember is wanting to get into bed a bit earlier than usual, but that did not happen. I had another awful night, I kept waking up so much that I got up in the end, and waited downstairs until it was time to feed Percy and George. I made sure they had a good feed, with a load of ham, and then I let them back out, washed up, and got back up here out of the ogresses way. I was so glad to get out of here yesterday morning, as the ogress is really doing my heed in… but dopey me wore a hoodie thing, as it was supposed to be raining. Of course, it did not rain, it just got hotter and hotter until I had to take the hoodie off, I felt much better after that. That was until I got to the big old shop that I had to go to, and came out with over 7 kilos of blasted meat. I did want to get more catfood, but they did not do the ones that I wanted. They only do big boxes of catfood with forty packets of food, I like to buy the ones with forty-eight, as that is two more days of food for Percy and George. I had to go to right to the bottom of the very steep old hill to get the food that I wanted at the big old shoppy place that was there. To my surprise, I got the big box that I wanted, along with a few other things, and when I had paid for it, I headed back here. I think that the big box of catfood weighs about 5 kilos, which with the 7 kilos of meat, is what I usually stagger back from town with… but this was awkward, it was very hot, and I was miles and miles away from home. It was so hot that I had to keep stopping, and I never do that, I do not know how it could suddenly be so hot after being so nice and cool for ages. At least when I finally got back here, the ogress was long gone. I put all the shopping away, made some tea, played with Molly, spoke to my poor Mum, and then got back up here without being barged or snorted out of the way. The ogress soon came crashing through the big scary old door though, and everything was miserable yet again… I could not even have any noodles late yesterday afternoon, because her spuds were bubbling away on the only spare hob. I had to wait over two hours before I could go back down there to the kitchen to get a couple of cheese rolls, and even then I had to get out of her snorting way again. I am even now getting in her way when I take Molly downstairs to see my poor Mum, and that is something that the old ogre used to love doing. Of course, that made me angry, so I had yet another horrible night, even though I was very tired. I got out of the way as quickly as I could after I had fed poor Percy and George this morning, but when I went back downstairs to see if my poor Mum was okay, I was snorted at as soon as I opened the door to where she was. I bet the ogress was snorting even more, as I took my time talking to my poor Mum in the kitchen, and was down there for more than half an hour. She will find a way to get her own back on me though, I know she will. It is going to be another one of those days little girl, with the snortings, the bargings, and the whateverings. We love you TopTops, we love you so much little girl, and we miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX