William 12th October 2020

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am so sorry little girl, I have only just realised that I forgot your birthday… I have been feeling so down lately that it just went by without dopey daft me realising, I shall have to set a reminder, and I just have. Yesterday was as depressing as the day before little girl, the ogress seems to have taken over from the old ogre, and is beginning go to make us feel as depressed as he used to make us feel. I have just heard her big cakehole going off at my poor Mum, and when I went downstairs, she flew into the downstairs bathroom, and slammed the door… thankfully, she will be trundling off to work soon. It was so bad yesterday little girl, and there was just a few things to watch on the telly, which made me feel even depressed. I could not even go out for a nice long walk, in case the ogress started on my poor Mum, which she did just now. I feel so depressed, I cannot think of much to tell Charlie and you this morning, and that old trollop has just let her dogs out to bark and jump at the big old fence… that makes me feel even more depressed, as they will be barking and barking for about half an hour while she just snorts and cackles like the old slapper that she is. I am very tired little girl, that might have have something to do with the way I feel, but the ogress and that old trollop next door are the main thing. I fed Percy and George this morning, and when I let them out, I had to get back up here out of the way, and then again when I went back down to the kitchen to make some tea. Now the ogress is standing there in the kitchen waiting for my poor Mum to do her some toast… that is another half a loaf of bread gone. I might be a bit happier tomorrow little girl, but I doubt it very much. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX