William 12th May 2020

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry about not being able to come on here to Charlie and you the day before yesterday little girl, but I did say that the ogress might do my head in so much that I would get drunk again… and she did, and I did get drunk, but the swamp things were at it as well. I have just tried to get downstairs, but of course, there was the ogress waiting there in the hallway, so I had to come back up here out of her way. I will be so glad when she goes back to work little girl, as when she is there, I get a bit of freedom, but since she had been stuck here all of the time, she has pushed us all out of what we usually do when she is not here, which is exactly what the old ogre used to do, always interfering. I have just remember that time when I bought some boots, and I made the box that they came in into a nest for you, as Charlie already had one. Little you loved it, but as soon as the old ogre saw it, he tipped you, your little toys and blankets out of it, and decided that he was going to have it to keep his odd pills inside… he did not even ask, he just took it like everything else, and it made me so angry. It was nice and cold yesterday, so cold in fact, that I had to wear my hoodie thingy, and it must have been cold for me to do that, but I did not have it on for long, as some jabbering old tart kept me waiting in a shop for so long, I started sweating. Of course, I had to buy more meat, that will probably be gobbled down by tomorrow by the ogress, I had so much stuff to carry back that I could not carry any cat food or biscuits. I had to get a great big bottle of stuff that goes in the scary old washing machine… the ogress could get it, but she would rather go to the shop near the end of the lane, where that bloke there will charge as much for a small bottle as it costs for the huge one that I had to carry home on my back yesterday. I am so angry right now that I cannot think of what else to tell you, I was fine with Charlie, but as soon as I tried to go downstairs and found her blocking the way like a big truck, I got all angry and wound up again… she will probably do the same again when I got down to the kitchen just before midday. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX