Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry about not coming on here the day before yesterday little girl, but I was feeling so depressed the day before that, I got drunk to try to feel happy. It made me feel kind of happy, but I felt terrible the morning before yesterday, and could just about sit up properly in this chair… I did me not good at all, and just made me feel all yucky and horrible. I did get a good sleep that night though, and was awake early yesterday morning. I fed Percy and George, got out of the way, went back down to the kitchen to make some coffee, got out of the way again, went to the chemist for my poor Mum, and then went on the very long walk to the bank again. This time there was a lot more nasty old scary odd cars on the nasty old scary roads, and there were a lot of nasty old scary humans trundling around as well, and of course, I was in all their snorting odd ways wherever I went. It was worse than being in the big old shoppy place in town, no matter which way I walked, I was in someone's muttering odd way… if it was not odd humany things, then it was rotten odd scary cars that came out of the middle of nowhere. When I got to the odd bank, I had to queue, and when I had finished in there, I had to go into the shop where I have to queue up to queue up to be served, and I had to buy more blasted meat and blasted sausages. I was moaned at for buying a load of blasted sausages the other week, but the ogress still gobbled them all down, and I was told not to buy to many yesterday, as they would be for Sundays breakfast. Yet yesterday evening I was told that they would be gobbled down either today or tomorrow, and that I would have to buy more when I go into town the day after tomorrow. By the time that I was walking back here, it had gotten very, very hot. When I eventually got back here, I had to get out of the ogresses snorting way, as she was waiting for me to get out of her way so that she could go trundling off out… and she was wearing a great big coat. When I knew that she had gone trundling off out, I went downstairs to get something, and as I got level with the big scary old door, through it she came crashing, I am glad that I had left Molly up here, or she would have got out. I do not know how the ogress knows that I am in the hallway, but she is always doing it, either that, or she will come barging into a room that I am in, and knock me down, just as the old ogre did. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX