Good morning brave Topsy. I have only just remembered that I almost forgot your third Angel Day little girl… but I had so much on my mind. My poor Mum was in hospital over Christmas, my little sister got angry with me at everything that I did or said wrong, the ogress was complaining about having nothing to eat, even though she was eating twice as much as my little sister and me, some days we would not eat at all, and then I had found poor Jenny out there in the front gardens. I did remember to light a candle for you though, I just hope that this year is not as bad as last year was. The ogress making my poor Mum ill with her constant arguing and slamming doors, the ogress and my little sister arguing, and those evil old swamp things making out life hell is just some of the things that made last year bad. We lost poor Jenny late last year, Jack and the Burmese cat disappeared early last year, Salem disappeared the year before that, and the year before that, we lost brave little you. A year and a half before that we lost brave Charlie, so something has to go right for us this year little girl… all that must be why I have been feeling so depressed and angry. Today is the first time that I have not felt angry for ages, even though I do still feel so depressed. I have just heard a beautiful magpie out there in the gardens; it has reminded me that I have not heard the old crows for a while. I feel like getting drunk, but I cannot, well I suppose that I could, but then I would be moaned at. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX