Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry for not coming on here to you since Christmas day little girl. I had been feeding Percy, Jenny, and George as usual, I fed them on Christmas day and Boxing Day when I got into the kitchen and heard Jenny crying, but I did not hear Jenny crying when I went into the kitchen the day after Boxing Day, but I thought that I would feed her and Percy later. When I left to go to the vets with Tiddles, I expected Percy and Jenny to come running in, but they did not, and then I saw Jenny in the front gardens. I called her, but she did not come running to meet me, so I put Tiddles carrier down, and bent down to stroke Jenny, but she was stiff. It was a terrible, terrible shock for me little girl, as I had never come across a cat that I knew like that before… I had seen cats, which of course upset me, but never like this, and I do not know how I managed to make it to the vets without breaking up. When I got back here I just burst into tears, but I had to stop, as I was going to see my poor Mum, and my little sister forbid me to tall my poor Mum about poor Jenny. Of course, I could not keep it from my poor Mum, she knew straight away by the look on my stupid face that something was wrong, and when I told her, she was as upset as I was. Those swamp things were cheering and screaming while I was out, and I tried to lay poor Jenny to rest the following morning, but I could not because I only had a trowel… I ordered a shovel, which came the following day, and then I tried to dig a little resting place for poor Jenny at just after half six on Monday morning. Of course, a swamp thing came slithering out, so I had to go back inside. I have not been able to do anything all week, so I am going to go out there around midday tomorrow, and try then. It has been terrible enough with me having to deal with poor Jenny on my own, with nobody to talk to little girl, but my little sister has been moaning and groaning at me for everything that I do. I have even had to stop eating egg rolls because of her moaning… but she and the ogress will be having a huge fried breakfast this morning, and she will still have a face like a slapped arse after that. The little birds are singing out there in the gardens, that has cheered me up a bit. I used to dread going downstairs when the old ogre was here, and now I dread going down there even more, as I cannot do anything right… even poor Percy gets moaned at when he comes in out of the cold and curls up on Charlie's chair by the scary old washing machine. Each time that I go to visit my poor Mum, there will be a long blasted shopping list from my little sister, with biscuits that she wants, chicken that she wants, bread that she wants, mushrooms that she wants, and now she has started wanting eggs, which I have had to give up. The list is so long that there is no way that I can carry things home for myself… I wanted to buy some noodles the other day, but she wanted so much, that I forgot, which was just as well, as she would have eaten them as she did before. I bought fourteen loads of noodles so that they would last me, and she ate every single one of them, and I could not say anything, as there would have been an argument. I am very busy all of next week little girl, but I should be back on here to you, Charlie, and Jenny the week after… I am so sorry that I have been away for so long little girl. I will not forget that it is the sixth tomorrow little girl, three years since brave little you were taken away. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX