William 1st December 2019

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am so sorry for not being on here to Charlie and you this week little girl, but I had to call an ambulance for my poor Mum again on Tuesday, and she had to go to hospital again. The ogress has been making my poor Mum angrier and angrier the last few weeks, and having to put up with the ogress and her snortiness the past few days, I do not know how my poor Mum coped with her for as long as she has. I would like to go and visit my poor Mum every day, but I have to go in a nasty old scary taxi, and that costs money. It costs a lot of money too, in just two days I spent £80 on taxi fares, and that is £80 that we just do not have, and on top of that, it is impossible to catch a nasty old scary dirty bus, as it would take me over two hours just to get there, and that is without traffic jams and what have you. The ogress is getting through money like anything as well, since Thursday, she has gotten through more than £70, and I have no idea what she has spent it on, she just expects to be handed money out of nowhere, if this is how she treats my poor Mum, no wonder this has happened to her. I told the ogress that she had better go to the hospital with my poor Mum, as for some reason, my poor Mum wanted her with her last time that this happened, though I have no idea why… and the first thing that she said was, 'but I have a doctors appointment this afternoon.' I could not believe her, I really could not believe what she said to me. On Tuesday afternoon, evening, and night, it was awful without my poor Mum here, but at the same time, it was so nice without the ogress here, there was no barging or shoving out of the way, or snorting. That soon changed when she came trundling back her on Wednesday… the first thing that she said to my little sister was that she wanted feeding, as she had not eaten since the day before, my little sister and me had not eaten for three days, apart from a few biscuits. Last Sunday, my poor Mum felt so unwell that she could not eat her Sunday dinner, but the ogress soon gobbled that down for her, and that was on top of the huge dinner that she had already shovelled down, and the huge breakfast. I have only just found out a few things that the ogress puts my poor Mum through little girl, and I do not know when I will be able to come back on here as I usually do. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX