William 17th November 2019

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I managed to bring the big bucket in and fill it with nuts and seed when I went down to the kitchen just before midday yesterday little girl. I also managed to give Jenny and George some sliced chicken, well, I think George got some… there was no sign of poor Percy anywhere. Of course, I could not stay down there any longer, and had to get out of the way, I was thinking of going down an hour later, but then I would be in my little sisters way. If I went down there and hour earlier, I would still be in the ogresses way, so I cannot win… I have been down there very early in the morning before, and still got in the ogresses way, as I used to be in the old ogres way when I got up very, very early to go to work. By very, very early, I mean three hours after midnight. I could not look out there into the garden when I went back downstairs late yesterday afternoon, as it was to dark, and the curtains had been closed anyway. I had a good sleep last night little girl, I only woke twice during the night, and I did not want to open my eyes this morning, but it was a good job that I did, as I had overslept by forty-five minutes. I forgot to look out there into the garden when I got down there to the kitchen, but I did look out there when I went back down to make some tea… poor Percy and poor Jenny were huddled up together by the big old gates, but I could not do anything as Molly was with me. I only had enough time to get a bowl of those nutty cornflakey things, and make some tea before I had to get out of the ogresses way, it will probably be the same thing when I go back down there just before midday… same old cobblers as every other day. I am feeling very low again little girl, but maybe I will cheer up again later, I hope that I do anyway. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX