Good morning Topsy. I am so sorry about yesterday little girl, I tried and tried to get on here to Charlie and you, but everything just froze, I got very angry, and wanted to smash everything that I could, but managed to stop, I have managed to get onto Charlie this morning, now I am going to try you. My poor Mum managed to feed Percy and Jenny yesterday, and I fed George when I was allowed down to the kitchen just before midday, but there was no sign of the poor Burmese cat anywhere. I think that I saw the Burmese cat out there in the garden the other day, but I cannot remember what day it was, and I am getting very worried about her, I do hope that she is okay. I got into bed late last night, hoping that I would have a lay in this morning, and I did, by about fifteen minutes. All I am doing right now is yawning, I feel so tired, and I am feeling very depressed again. I had a look out there into the garden for the Burmese cat this morning, but all I saw was Percy and Jenny cuddled up under one of the trees. I will have another look out there in the garden for the Burmese cat when I am allowed down to the kitchen next, and I do not care if I am in someone's way, if she is out there, I am going to feed her. I had to take a load of tins and cardboard out to the bins again yesterday, and Percy and Jenny ran in, and did not want to go out. I went to pick Percy up, and he cowered away from me, I was so shockjed that I forgot to pick him up for a cuddle, that evil old swamp-witch and her deranged family must thump him. I am feeling so low that I cannot think of much else to tell Charlie and you, I will try to come on here this evening, but I doubt I will be able to get on here this morning. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX